Stories posted by Barry RSS

I Think I Fucked Up

Sat, 17 Oct 2026 15:11:56 GMT

I attended a BDSM meet and greet while away traveling for business several years ago. I met several wonderful people there and felt rather at home with them. As the evening progressed I agreed to go with this very nice couple I had just met. We had a great time where each one of us participated in some restraint scenarios in their hotel room. I even participated in my first bisexual encounter and actually enjoyed it. As we gathered ourselves I told them that my business there would take a few weeks and I would be open to meeting again. We parted, making plans to stay in contact although I still didn't know much about them much less their names. A day or so later this couple contacted me and we agreed to meet again. It was at the same restaurant where I recalled the M&G took place. I had a slight uneasy feeling about this couple as the dinner progressed. They seemed to be a little more aggressive with activities they had planned for us. I got a sense I should excuse myself and leave but my desire for exploring my new found bisexuality overcame that sense. Now I know why I should have listened to that sense and gone my way. She was an exceptional beauty, he a very handsome man. They were saying the right things towards the end of dinner. I accepted their invitation to go to a hotel with them, a different one than before. When we arrived and checked in they asked me if I could wait in the bar for a few minutes while they got the room ready. I went in and ordered a drink. While sitting there a woman came and sat next to me. We struck up a simple conversation with her buying me another. The first drink and prior dinner drinks caused the need to relieve so I excused myself while the drink was being prepared. Once back to my seat our conversation continued. It was one that I was enjoying and finding her attractive I wondered if I could convince this woman to leave with me before exceptional beauty came to get me. Again that sense was there that was saying to find my wa... Read more

My Journey Begins

Sun, 14 Sep 2025 12:54:38 GMT

I discovered modified cocks when looking for genital jewelry designs. Becoming captivated with the possibility of how my cock might turn out if I did a few mods to it I started with a meatotomy incision. Being driven by the sight of other modified cocks I felt a strong desire to do this also. I was enjoying my morning patio nude time, exploring websites of other who had done meatotomies and subincisions, and found myself with the desire to begin. The feeling was overwhelming. That afternoon I got some single edge razors, some other medical supplies, and set about making my first incision. Cutting from the bottom edge of my urethra opening down I went about 5mm. Controlled the bleeding with pressure and rolled a piece of paper towel into the urethra opening. Applied Neosporin cream that evening with cotton gauze and packed the incision. Looking at it after healing overnight it looked exactly what I wanted. The next day the incision was still a little sore and bleeding is down to oozing. I had an erection which is probably why there was blood coming from the incision. I also noticed when I pissed the stream came out wider at the opening and some dripped off the end. I surmised based on what I had read that it would change as I incised further.A few weeks later I made another cut to the meatotomy area. I measured the distance from the end of the present incision to the lower edge of my glans, the corona area. 8mm to go. Planning on only doing 4mm at a time I cut way too much and went the full 8mm through my glans separating my corona at the end. The Meatotomy was done and there was no changing that. The biggest issue was I bled profusely and had trouble getting it to stop. I packed the incision off by pressing gauze into the urethra and packing Vaseline around it. I wrapped a bandage around my cock to hold the packing in place. Once I was assured blood flow had been restrained I ran some errands, Returning a few hours later I went to piss and the packing popped out. Bl... Read more