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Post-penectomy at 8 months

Thu, 23 Apr 2026 18:43:15 GMT

Just enjoying myself and lamenting the lack of willing sadists over here in Sweden...

Pissing without a dick

Mon, 01 Sep 2025 19:42:17 GMT

Might as well show off a bit.

First dickless orgasm

Sat, 30 Aug 2025 17:30:37 GMT

Was rather shaky during the video due to juggling a ton of things at once: Making sure that my junk was still in-frame, making sure that I wasn't starting to bleed, trying to find a viable angle for stroking, and trying to focus on the porn on my main monitor. I suspect it'll get a bit easier with time.

Penile dissection

Wed, 27 Aug 2025 13:53:14 GMT

For anyone who's curious what the innards of a recently-severed cock looks like, here you go! I did my best to try to disassemble my former penis into as many pieces as I reasonably could.Although the whole thing was fridge-cold and the blood had already pretty much entirely leaked out in the hours after removal, it's still pretty easy to differentiate the corpora cavernosa from the surrounding skin, and I believe towards the end I'm able to point out the cavernosal artery - though I'm not sure if it's visible in the video, and it appeared more like a trio of tiny dots towards the central side of one half.

Navel-Gazing, Albeit Slightly Lower

Mon, 25 Aug 2025 13:25:38 GMT

The sheer level of euphoria I'm feeling is just plain astonishing. I know I'm posting a bunch of stuff, but just, damn, I knew I'd be pretty happy about ditching my dick, I just didn't expect to be this happy.

Best Stress-Ball Ever

Mon, 25 Aug 2025 10:29:29 GMT

Yes, I am a deeply unserious person. No, I do not give even the vague semblance of a fuck.

Self-penectomy

Sun, 24 Aug 2025 13:08:12 GMT

I built up to this over the past 2-3 months. DO NOT USE THIS VIDEO FOR INSPIRATION. I can't even begin to underscore this enough - I had a full subincision done 17 years ago, so my urethra getting closed off was an avoidable concern, and I also spent the past few months making gradual cuts into the corpora cavernosa.

20 years of body modification - a look back

Sat, 28 Dec 2024 05:20:11 GMT

I have edited the description for this vdieo into a reply, because for some reason my video description has no line breaks when displayed in media-browsing view, and when looking at the video, the text runs UPWARDS over top of the video.