You had a big one, im certain that you are so much happier to not have to deal with it, being cockless is so much better and you look so much better without your cock, I love not having to deal with the endless involuntary erections or a flaccid dick flopping around and my wife calls where my cock was her pussy and she loves eating it very aggressively and I just love her doing this, ive also been transitioning for more than 28 months now and I am developing feminine attributes, breast's and a bubble butt, which my wife also loves, and I really enjoy being a woman, even after so many years of thinking I was an alpha male, when in reality I was just trying to fool myself and everyone else, my wife and I have came to the honest conclusion that I have always been a female, i truly feel that i always have been a girl