Shrinking the Manhood

This is a story about a man shrinking his penis and balls to nothing thanks to an innovative kit made available especially for males that want to lose their manhood. 

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## January 12th

I am starting this diary because I have finally decided to take care of my genitals. Josh, 26yo, I am 6 feet tall and with a medium built -- nothing bad but nothing athletic either (I go running twice a week). Also, I am gay, but that does not matter really. What matters is that I want to get rid of my penis and balls for reals... or well, at least not make them useful anymore. And this is the big news: I found out there is a product now that can literally do that for you without much trouble at all! It is this "kit" that is sold only from a Japanese company -- apparently a huge firm over there, but what do I know, right? -- and these people can up with a set of lotions and ointments that you order, put on for a few months, and then BAM, your cock shrinks to nothing and your balls too!

My dick is a little over 5 inches now, and my balls are quite small, like table grapes. What I really love though is my sloppy, broken hole: I fell in love with using my hole when I was a teen, and I haven't looked back since then. I mean, once you find out that you can ride a huge cucumber and cum hands-free why even bother, right? Anyway, my penis hardly gets hard, and when it does it look so tiny and inconsequential to me. I do like it when my watery cum leaks through it, however -- mixed with a little pee, too.

I have decided: I will order one and get started ASAP, and this diary will be the log of my adventure as I shrink away my penis.

## February 2nd

IT IS HERE! THE KIT GOT HERE!

I was excited this morning when I picked up the parcel from Japan that I immediately went home (fucking luck it is Saturday of all days), read the instructions and got ready to get started. The procedure is simple: they give you a lotion to apply in the morning on the penis, and then another one to apply on the ball sack in the evening. You need to use gloves, though, and make sure to work it in well -- easy enough!

The instructions also say that it is better to avoid having sex in the 6 hours after applying the ointments -- even masturbation is a no-go... But I was so excited that I douched after lunch and then put my biggest butt plug in to press against my prostate. I am TOO excited about this. 

Just to be on the safe side, I am also keeping my little useless clit (I have just started, true, but I think there is no problem in calling it already what it deserves to be called: a useless fold of skin!) in a steel cage. It was quite funny: as I slid the pug in, I could feel it trying to get hard POOR THING... but no, that is not going to happen anymore, I'll make sure of that!

I rode the plug hard and heavy before bedtime, and I spilled a HUGE amount of cum and piss all over the bathroom floor -- I think this cream is making me also more sensitive to prostate stimulation? 

Time to shrink my nuts now!

## February 24th

ITS WORKING! WOW! 

Have been using the creams every day, and now my penis is just 4.5 inches, while my balls have also become a little smaller!! This is amazing!

Every evening, before I prepare the night treatment, I am also totally compelled to ride a toy or finger or fist myself... I just need my prostate ANNIHILATED and my hole BROKEN, puffy and loose. 

And as time passes, my messes when I cum have become BIGGER: more watery cum, more piss leaking, more and stronger anal orgasms. Just yesterday, I was riding my 11-inch toy so hard and for so long that I lost count of how many times I came... just incredible.

I moan and pant like a bitch in heat, too. And I love it: my shrinking clitty just spilling warm juice like a broken tap, while my ass gets abused and my balls become more and more useless.

Hope progress continues fast.

## March 17th

3.7 inches measured today and my balls are the size of a glass bead!! This is fantastic results!!

I have been applying more lotion, I want the process to go faster and faster now: every time I look at my caged penis I just want it to disappear... 

Erections are almost completely gone, and I have also lost sensitivity to the genital area. However, my prostate is more sensitive than EVER: did some reading of the kit's manual, and apparently 'prostate sensitivity' is not an uncommon side effect. 

Well, works for ME!! But this means that I have entirely switched to fucking myself in the shower: riding plugs or toys makes me SPRAY cum/piss EVERYWHERE, and I moan like a real whore! 

## April 9th

3 INCHES!! I CAN'T FEEL MY BALLS NOW!!

The cage does not stay on anymore -- clit too short and thin, balls basically gone -- but also I don't feel it anymore, so no problems with getting pesky hard-ons either.

## April 30th

I am now at 2 inches, with basically a flat & hairless sack... well, what is left of a sack (almost nothing). Talked to a doctor to get testosterone. 

Also chatted online to a dom from out-of-town to try and arrange next change: REROUTE.

Starting to leak cum and piss inadvertently when I strain or go running... and LOVING IT!

## May 15th

I measured today and was BEYOND HAPPY: less than 1 INCH!

## June 1st

Close to the finishing line: cockhead has shrunk to the size of a quarter, and is now basically level with the rest of the groin. 

My clitty is GONE, and all that is left is my HUGE, GAPING, QUIVERING HOLE. I ride every day -- once in the morning and once in the evening AT LEAST. My cum is thin and clear, and impaling myself on bigger and bigger dildos transports me into a state of trance, really. I ride and ride and CUM AND CUM, shooting and spraying and leaking everywhere.

Last Sunday I went early in the morning to a little bush round behind the highway and brought with me my 13-inch silicone horse dildo. I blew my hole open in the middle of the trees for more than 1 hour, pissing and cumming everywhere on the ground around me -- wishing by LUCK some trucker found me in this same spot and participated in my abuse of my prostate and hole... How I dreamt of warm cum in my mouth as I kept pushing that monster dildo in and out of me!

Hole is now officially ruined, making access to prostate easy.

Reroute appointment is in 2 weeks.

## June 16th

Daddy Red (this is what he told me to call him, always) has come to my house and I finally got the reroute I wanted. 

He was caring and helped me throughout the process, and gave me the slash I deserve to leak my useless cum and piss from: now what is left of my penis -- the little atrophied head, no bigger than a penny -- is totally and fully useless. 

I will need a few weeks to recover fully, but Daddy Red told me he would check up on me. I think I have found the dom I have been looking for ever since I started my voyage -- heck, since first dreamt of my new totally submissive form!

Treatment complete.