My story - penectomy

My story

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Hi, I'm Dani. Several years ago, I had a terrible trauma to my penis, specifically, it had to be amputated. To this day, I haven't dared to tell anyone about it, not even my own family.

The story began in June 2019. A red spot appeared in a circle at the bottom of my glans. I thought it would get better on its own......unfortunately, it didn't. At that time, I lived in a three-room apartment building, one of which I rented.

I lived in the long tube room. A girl named Inez lived in the large room (a room with a balcony). The small room was usually empty. Since summer was approaching, I traveled abroad at the end of June for 2 months. Where the condition of my penis started to get very bad. First, there were fungal white spots on my glans, and then by mid-November, black ones also appeared. I knew it was a big deal. On 2019.11.27. I went to a Urology clinic, where unfortunately they told me that my penis had to be amputated.

The amputation was on 2019.11.29.

The catheter was removed on 2019.12.06. It was very strange to pee without a penis. 

Around 2019.12.11. my internal stump started to get stiff inside. I started massaging the place of my penis, but I couldn't ejaculate.

I had to wait until 2020.03.12. For 3.5 months!!!! My internal stump was standing almost all day. On 2020.03.12. when my roommate Inez went to pee, I started listening. I can hear her peeing from the toilet.........and when she was halfway through, suddenly the semen started to pour from the place of my penis onto the carpet. In the meantime, I was pulling my scrotum and trying not to moan loudly.

Later, a shorter time was enough for me to leave. KB 1-3 months before I empty my testicles.

On 2022.01.18., I met a girl named Eszter at a student job, and we were assigned to work in the same row. The girl was very nice, and I constantly had the remaining penis stump in my body. Once when she went to the toilet, I would have liked to go after her to lick her pussy. 

On 2022.06.08., the girl said she was going for a run because she was going to some further training. In the afternoon, the stump in my body was very stiff. It had been about 3 months since I ejaculated. The stump was so much in my body that I tried to visit Eszter at one of the running tracks, just to see it. I thought about telling her in person that day that my penis had been amputated due to an infection (since she is a completely trustworthy girl, she wouldn't tell anyone anyway)............but in the end, that didn't happen, because I couldn't find her.

In September 2022, I met a woman named T.E., who was already 42 years old at the time. Later, I really liked the girl, even though she was already 42 years old. Unfortunately, she was already married at that time and had 1 child. But I can't say enough that my inner stump got stiff when I thought about her or saw one of her previous pictures. At first, we were on good terms, but later we had arguments. I admit that sometimes I was impatient with her. I was quite frustrated sometimes when I met her, because I was disappointed that I couldn't empty my testicles.

I am currently 31 years old and I look like this: